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I died.

Doesn't seem any better written out, really. I have a hell of a hard time believing I actually died. If I had, I couldn't be here. It's a conspiracy, it has to be. The government's done a hell of a lot worse, I know that. No, I know I'm not dead.

Roy's here. Damn bastard lost an eye! How could he do a stupid thing like that? I know he wanted to be Fuhrer, but that doesn't mean he has to look like the one we have now! But it was damn good seeing him again. He was freaked out by me, but I don't blame him. Havoc's here, too. I should have paid a little more attention to when he was so surprised to see me, I guess. And then there's Ed.

I don't think I can remember the last person outside of Gracia or Elysia that's hugged me like that. It felt good. Ed's like family. He's really grown up, too. Man, I wish I could have seen it. Al, too. It's hard to imagine they're apart. Well, they're not gonna stay that way if I have anything to do with it. Family needs to stay together.

I miss Gracia. I can't even begin to imagine what life's been like for her. I never wanted to leave her a widow. And I sure as hell never wanted Elysia to grow up with her father. I've got to get back to them. I don't know what's going on here, but I've got to get back. We all have to get back.

It's getting dark. Ed's gonna be by, and Roy too. I better get ready.